I'm here!

Ok, so...I know that everyone has been wondering what happened to me. Well, just to let everyone know I am still here! I didn't die, and I didn't fall off the face of the planet! I will be honest with everyone I have been having a really hard time and I am very confused.
Kevin and I have been taking a break and I have not been living with him. I have made mistake after mistake and I have hurt alot of people that I love. I don't know exactly why I have done the things that I have done but they have been done. And the only thing that I can do now is look forward.
I know that the LDS church is true and I believe in the healing power of the Atonement. I only hope that I can take charge and use it. I am trying so desperatly to make my life and my family better. Please, know that I love you all and I have appreciated all the concern and love that you have given me. Hopefully, things are on the way up and they can only get better! I love you all and PLEASE keep my family in your prayers!

New Blog!

Cahlin, Eyan and I have started a new blog page so that each of you avid readers of this blog can continue to stay connected with pictures and stories of our adventures! Sorry for the 3 week lapse in postings. I will try to do as well as Brittney has done in keeping it up to date. It won't be as creative or detailed, but bear with me...I'm learning. The url is: http://just3dudes.blogspot.com/ . I enjoy keeping up with each of you and look forward to reading more of each of your stories.